Friday, March 04, 2005
The suit doesn't suck so much on me I guess ;) Guess I've been worrying too much =)

Able to have both lunch and dinner with Noraini eh. Taught and imparted her with my 'Black Magic', 'Box Magic' and 'Time Magic'. Had a jolly good time conning and facinating people ;)

Here I am, back at home again. Mum received a letter from NTUC Income demanding her to pay back the interest she owed the bank for year 2004(kudos to my eldest sister). My copy should be arriving soon enough. For both my mum and my debts have been snowballing every year... as that bitch has paid NONE for either of our annual interests to the bank. Here I am, EACH and EVERY one of my family line being milked dry by her. Kinda pitied my second sister though. She borrowed thousands from all her friends just to help her. Well, stupid I may say. But who I am to judge the situation? Wouldn't any of you do the same if you are in her shoes? My eldest sister kept crying and whimpering towards her saying shitnits like these : "My sons and daughter are still very young. You don't wish to see me to jump off the flat, rite? They still need me!" Tell me. How are you gonna rebuke that? If she really jumps, my niece and nephews gonna hate my second sister and me for life. But however, this will have a Domino effect on me. For if these goes on, my second sister gonna sink deeper into debts too. And soon enough, I would be the next one in her shoes, helping her out, borrowing money from banks, friends and such. So, either way, I guess at least one of us in my family must die. So I'm thinking, why not my eldest sister, yeah?

Oh God. No amount of lottery or stroke of luck could pull each and every one of my family out of this shit.

No one could help us.

Not in this life.