Monday, March 14, 2005
Things have worsen in my family. It's really officially 'broken'. My eldest sis is now eyeing my mother's flat and wanna sell it to have her share in it. As she have been helping out by contributing to the family ever since she started working. Over my dead body man. My mum and I will be homeless if this decision being implemented.

Made a very harsh decision today. Decided to help by being the second ownership of this flat as my mum could no longer support it. I don't want a 'family being broken up' you see? Afterall I couldn't even forsee how my mum and I gonna stray off the streets or begging refuge in either of my brother in laws houses. Not that my current Metro job is paying me big bucks anyway. But at least thats the only thing I could do right now. Have to contribute 600 bucks to uphold this flat on a monthly basis. On dear. Haven't been I being driven to the wall yet?
Life suck. No girls will ever likes me. Appearances, material possessions are all it matters to the world nowadays.

Some said the Devil has got the better in me. My head been seething with pure anger and hatred lately. Am I going mad or wat? It feels like I'm running a fever you know.
Watever. No one Knows what I'm spouting about.

No one will.

Not even me.