Wednesday, April 13, 2005
Was really surprised that someone actually noticed I deleted the latest post even though it's just barely up on at this webspace for just couple of hours throughout the night two nights ago. Felt wrong to spew all that out in a drunken stupor and felt I've no rights to complain about life at all. Yeah, yeah, the post is gone for good and I've no intention to recall it. Doubt I could ever reproduce such a post again anytime soon. That night I really suffered one of the non dubious worst setback in my life. Hope such a thing doesn't happen again anyway. Amen.

Not that I'm in a good mood to update my blog tonight. But I shall refrain from vulgarities for now. Afterall there are underaged people who actually reads my blog! Haha. Sigh. Hello. Well. Got backstabbed by 'unknown' personnel at Metro today. Got lectured by my department manager that I'm too irritating, nice, soft spoken but ought to keep my trap shut at times. Not that I'm love to crack jokes and spew laughter whereever I go, but couldn't she senses the enviroment and people around her, are so cold? How could she deprives me from such a freedom to liven up the god damned place? Nevertheless I shall just minimize conflict by just talking less to the her I guess. No wonder she has bad breath. LOL.

Got a new female supervisor today. She's simply... snobbish? <- courtesy of Noraini. I've yet to check out what 'snobbish' means yet though. Anyway, it's a bad day for me to introduce myself, bad scenario, bad mood, bad timing, it just couldn't be worse ;) She'll be taking over Ladies' Handbags, with Anna moving to Customer Services counter! Why they keep getting 'Antiques' into Customer Service huh? ;) Awww am I bad, rotten or what?

Managed to cool myself down by strolling in the rain just now. Got my desserts by having a fever now. Haha.

Oki... medication isn't working yet, but I could sense it's pretty neat time for me to sleep ;)

If tomorrow, never comes.
Will she ever know how much I liked her.
Have I tried it everyway,
To show her everyday
That she's my only one

Will it ever last?
If, my tomorrow never comes.