Monday, May 23, 2005
Finding myself all alonely in an empty house after a day's work was not my idea of spending my Vesak Day weekend. My bowl noodles as my dinner aside, I've no one to confide in and talk to, except through the phone that is.

Things are not as bad as I thought it would be. Though the quietness could be deafening at times, least I could have the entire house to myself. I managed to indulged myself in music via the Hi Fi(usually I would have to resort to my handphone FM radio), help myself to a handful of good leftovers by my nephews and maid alike, finish my leftover vodka, and had the big television all for myself. Managed to watch 'Stuart Little' and 'Impian' via Channel 5 and Suria. A wild spread of stuff which I could hardly see on TV when my mum and the little rascals were around.

Ouch my tooth hurts as I'm typing these. That is probably to remind me to go for my last root canal treatment soon. Stressed man as I could not be able to make it for my appointment this Thursday afterall. The two hundred plus which I ought to fork out for the treatment aside(no money argh..), I have to accompany my mum back to the HDB central to sign the lawyers papers eh documents this Thursday morning too. After then, I would be the joint owner of this flat. Wow. Not bad huh that I'll actually be owning a house so soon huh? Then again, this will postpone my plans of changing my job for the time being, as the $397 instalment per month is far beyond I could risk being jobless.

Praise God I managed to contain my urge to bet again last night. If I were to bet I will be on the losing end anyway. How time flies it've been nearly a hundred days since I placed a soccer bet, and by grace, it'll still be counting I guess :) On another note, the bookie whom I used to bet through sorta 'ran away' with my best friend's winnings too. How much longer does my best friend ought to learn his lesson, I don't know, but I do hope he joins my ranks soon enough. Afterall, I've preached enough. It's up to him whether he wants to quit anot. Do bless him and gave him the willpower he is dued, pretty please?

I admit I'm totally freaked out by the reservice next week. Once among the toughest and fittest, I'm now among the feebles. Lol. IPPT Gold aside, I seriously doubt I could even pass the IPPT nowadays. Hopefully the faith I've in God and the love I've in 'her' will keep me motivated and strong throughout the week training. Lol.

It's really amusing what two small extra strong painkillers could do for me. My nerves doesn't hurts that much anymore. As a matter of a fact, I'm numbed. Really wonder if all superheroes actually take a couple of these stuff before they take on the bad guys as they always do in the marvel superheroes action flick. Lol

Life is so unpredictable. I'm so amusing I guess. I could be as happy as a rat which found cheese or could be devastated and close to death the next day. That's perhaps one reason why my blog is so appealing I guess.

Afterall I've no idea whom has in plans for me tomorrow.

Be it God

Or the Devil