Monday, June 27, 2005
It's over. Well, I mean the tearing down and preparations for my Mens' department renovations is over. :) Everything went accordingly to my schedule, and aren't me so glad that I managed to make it in time :) Unforseen circumstances do happened. Like Oregon Scientific manager came down to argue with me over temporary counter and storage-wise problems, having insufficient empty cartons(hell, 50 aren't enough!)to store the socks and underwear as well as the sub-contractors barricaded the undergarment area larger than I expected, resulting me raking my brains over how to reorganise that area. Brain juice, sweat and blood(did cut myself) shed aside, I'm really so glad I've made so many correct decisions and got everything over with. These pretty sums up I'll be able to buy myself a few hours of undisturbed sleep tonight, finally.

Bought her my favourite 'Tempura'(not the prawn oh) this evening. Glad she appreciates it :) Sometimes I ought to think this is perhaps my 'ideal' job as I could take the train and go home together with her. How else could I do the same, say, if I'm situated elsewhere?

Alright, on with my daily bites...

Amy, no doubt, you are the closest to me in the whole family. Been pampered and doted by you aside, you are probably the only one whom never fails to sense if I faced any problems in life too. And nevertheless, whatever wrong I did, you will always be there to back me up too. Thanks for settling my gambling debts. Without you, I would probably be knee deep, red in debt, still too. I would have thought I've crossed the point of no return, which, thanks to you, I never did. For now, I'm a role model a few of my friends(or fiends?)look up to. For I did the impossible. I've kicked off the addiction for good. At last, these wouldn't be possible without her too ;) You did play a very important role in grooming and well upbringing of me of today. Without you to nag at me being small, I would probably at a boys home by now. I really thank God for having a sister like you. For that, I will dote on your sons as if they are my own.

Alice, I really ought to hate you at times. Afterall, you scarred and marred my childhood with nightmares and bad memories. I still remember the days which you'll always picked on me, as well as how you had fought with Amy and Mum. They just failed utterly by not been able to instill any 'sense' into you yeah? I will remember the day you pierced the clothes pole hanger into grandma's arm in the middle of the night, the screams grandma pierced through the air, the agony and tears on her face, when, she has done, NOTHING to you!?! What you've done shall never be pardoned, mind you. You will be condemned, which is probably now a sure thing. I will also remember the day you fought with mum and tried to break her puny arm with yours very own. That also marks the day I started to fight with you on mum's behalf. I just know I will regret, that is if I do nothing. However much do I hate you, ought to thank you to give me a helping hand in clearing some of my gambling debts during my rough patch too. That is just far from I expected, to be 'saved' by you. For that, I thank you and I will pray for you.

All these memories making me feeling so damned sour and uneasy a sudden. Guess that's more than enough for now.

Till you could actually read my next blog again,

Take Care.