Friday, July 01, 2005
Money. The thing which makes the world so round. The thing which everyone of us is slogging so hard for. The thing which could probably buy anything, including happiness. Through money, we could also derives pain as families were torn part, wars were waged and people even eventually killing each other all because of it. It's pretty annoying most of my problems in life always evolved around it. Much do I don't worship it at all, its pretty surprising how much pain and despair money is driving me.

If money was NEVER an issue, my sisters' and my debts would be cleared, the house I'm living in will be paid for, the driving lessons fees will all be accounted for, I could go for my bracers, laser eye treatments, changing my current job for a much higher paying but yet, boring one, providing the essentials for my loved ones, all these couldn't be accomplished, without money. Isn't that surprising, or should I say, worrying, what money is doing to each and everyone of us?
Isn't it depressing to be home late everynight and no one in the family could be bothered much what kind of day or life you've been through? To rub it in, they are just asking if my salary is out yet, and showing me bills and claims which I'm dued? Yeah, my leftover family members are THAT calculative.

On with my daily bites.

Zhong, fate played a very important role in getting to know you since young and eventually moving to the same area without both our families knowing too. Thanks for always been there for me. Without you confronting Singnet for me 9 years ago bout the $&(($ internet bills, eventually reducing to $#^)) and footing the instalments for me ever since, I would have either be jumping off the flat or beaten to death by my family already. Thanks for keeping things under wraps whenever needed too. You are, but a big brother to me. And I'm sorry I hurted you more than a year ago. Though you've began to reinvite me back to church services again, I'm really sorry that I've backslided and too ashamed to face either of you anymore. Thanks for bringing God into my life. Appreciated! :) It's really 'Godly' to have Him answering my prayers always. Nope. I'm not bragging. Cept that God doesn't answer the prayers I pray for myself, but others :) Which is all but not a bad thing afterall. That's all matters to me anyway, Others.

Team Evildawgs & Methods of Brutality, really missed the days where my life evolves around Quake. It's more than just a interactive game for me. It's my sport. Its where my passions lies. It's where I get to know a few great friends and child prodigies me alike ;pThough our reputation in the community is really bad(people are just plain jealous of us!), we are by far the Greatest! :) We're the only team to be sponsored by Creative Technologies too. Still remember the competitions held between Singapore and Malaysias, they were so intense!(we WON and OWNED them all!) Kudos to WarGecko for accepting me into MOB too. That's where I started my quaking career afterall. And thanks for giving me the chance to lead, the chance to shine, and believing in me too. Appreciated! :) But all these were already in the past as of yesterday. Each and everyone of us, has afterall became, Legends, and moved on with our individual lives. And my, shouldn't me be glad to end it that way.

Alright this post is getting much longer than expected.
Ought to rush to work, for now.