Monday, November 07, 2005
Life itself is full of imperfections. That probably explains all the pimples erupting beneath my face. Not that I'm vain or watsoever, but when you are born with a face and ugly features like mine, you would only wish it will only get better without much more imperfections.

Today is 'Tonics' day. Courtesy of my mum to remind me that after a day at work. After downing a bottle of Bird Nest and helping myself to another Chicken Essence, I don't feel any better or nourished... As a matter of fact, I'm beginning to wonder where all these tonics heading to after consuming them... bowels perhaps? It just doesn't do me good. Perhaps they are right on bout the fact I'm having 'worms' inside my body that I just can't get any more healthier or fatter. But the thought of breeding worms inside my stomach really send shivers down my spine.

Finally get to meet her again. God it feels like eons and weeks since I last saw her five days ago. Pretty sad to see her suffering from an ulcer oh... Ulcer ulcer please go away.... please? *mumbles* If only ulcers or pains could be transferable. Menses pain aside, I would take her place anyday.

God made humans with two halves. Some spent their lifetime searching for their other halves. Some succeeded. Some didn't. What life it is if we accept things or people via compromises? What life it is if we merely follow traditions or the crowd? The harder you achieve something or someone you will treasure it more isn't it? Do try to be different today. Let that special someone know how much you actually felt for them before it's too late.

For the future is too bleak for us to foresee.

And for we only live once,

But not twice.