Sunday, March 12, 2006
God. I am in the wrong. Please forgive me.

It've been 4 days since she acknowledged me already. I know it was wrong to me to seek reassurance from her to say the same words to me these few days. I love her. And I wonder if she still loves me too.

I know she does but I really wish she will be herself back soon.

I have not been able to sleep or eat much these days. I'm all reduced to nothing but 49kg, and now, that's a record breaking low.

I've not been living. As I've been dead within.

Ever since,

the day I lied to her