Tuesday, August 22, 2006
It is with a heavy heart as I write these.

How time flies. Tomorrow will be my judgement day already. Come to think about it so much had happened since 6th of April. To think its just barely 4 plus months ago! This could be my last post in months to come. Special thanks to my close knit friends who've been with me through this rough period of time. And I love you dear. Despite the blatant truth what I've erred behind you in Metro, you've chosen to continue to stick with me. Thanks for being understanding, forgiving, supportive and picking me up from where I had fall. For that, I thank you.

Life is truly full of uncertainties. One moment you might be making merry with your friends, the other minute, you might be dead. Well, the point is, treasure whom you are with today. And if theres anything in life you wanna pursue, go ahead. Life is short. Don't be shortchanged in life. I've always learnt things the very hard way. If theres anything which you truly desire, you've to slog for it. Only through hard and honest sweat, you will appreciate the true value of it.

Been playing Maple Story lately. People been saying its a childish two dimensional game. Initially I think likewise too, but after sticking around with my niece and nephews discussing bout it last Sunday, I realized this experience is priceless. It have been years since I actually laugh and immersed in a conversation with them. Man, they are pretty grown up now. Note, how much have I missed out in life? I've been living in my own world for the past few years. I've always regard buying them toys, stationaries on special occassions, I will be well loved, respected in their eyes. But no, its all wrong. Money and material possession is not everything! How could children could see the point but not me! My thoughts were so wrong. But its too late to realise these now.

Humans do erred. I couldn't comment any better bout that. Learning from mistakes is one thing. Moving on is another. Doing the latter isn't as easy as you think. It's beyond words to explain. I could only say, don't give up in whatever you do. No one else could pick you up again from where you fall if you given up hope on youself. Be it love, career or whichever illness, setbacks you might be suffering from.
As I've always believe in my personal quote:
"The most successful person in life isn't one who didn't make mistakes, but made the most mistakes, and learnt from it"

Be content with what you had. For, even if God gives you the world, would you be satisfied?

I'm ending this post as of now.

And in case if I do gets back safe and sound tomorrow, I will give this entire blog a whole face lift k?

A brand new life, a brand new beginning.